tedddy....

today morning went to polyclinic... e doctor say my heel is have wart... if cant come out gotta go cut out... n he's so stupid he gave me e same solution i said i have...

den went piano... teddy came pick me at melody! haha spray nice nice cologne summore =) thanks teddy for making at effort to come down n pick me... so sweet of u...

aft tat went to bk to eat... he was laughing like mad at e article i showed him... den my xiao jie temper come back again... pissed off at something... i noe its not teddy's fault... making things difficult for him... i noe he do lots things for me... lots sacrifices... but i just selfish... i wan him to me only... sigh... n i questioned him bout lots things... i still remember when we first stead he said no matter wat happens we wun talk bout wat happened in e past... but i just cant let go of some stuff...

make him not good mood oso... i tink there's a problem wif me... keep saying i wan become e cheerful happy girl i was in pri sch... gotta try harder...

den we played chess... n lose again =(

aft tat go back for piano... den we sat at the back near e pub play chess for super long... i won once!! haha but he let me have advantage la... but i still won =p so nice to play wif teddy... i just enjoy spending time wif teddy =) i always wan him to be around me... n he didnt meet pearlyn coz he wan pei me... thanks teddy! so sweet hor... haha n quite funny... we were holding hands n playing chess...

den we went to *ahem* n tio chased out... hahahaha... ran out... *our secret* =p
[teddy i write in our private journal k? =p]

n at first tot can go merlion... den mum say dad wan me prepare for essay test tmr... n coz of my leg... den i got very pissed off coz i wanna go dance!!! and last minute 5.45pm lidat den mum say meet me at mrt station... so teddy pei me till 6+ lidat den he took 10 there... sorry to leave teddy alone...

at nite dance e place is beautiful... if only teddy were nx to me... wow.... n i hope one day we'll be able to go have a candle lite dinner at one of e restaurants there together... admire the scenery together... just enjoy time wif each other... make each other's hearts flutter again... =)

happy to see teddy dance happily =) he never/cant see me oso nvm... i just wan the one i love to be happy... some of e times i'll get jealous... but i never stopped smiling... coz i told myself i'm on my way to seeing god... i'll smile at everything and everyone... see no evil and bear no hatred... he has a reason for everything..... if we're apart... he must doing it to test our love...

n happy birthday to teddy's mum!

i reali had a great time dancing tonight... i realise when u put away every hatred, trouble, jealousy... u know u're smiling form ur heart... u feel enlightened =)

delta goodram say: "something u've to sacrifice the things u like"... i love her anyway...

love teddy very much... wish he knew... how much....

i sat at the steps... looked in e dark sky... saw the full moon... n prayed tat we'll be together happily forever...

my favourite song now is "The First Time" by ronan keating...
Valentines and those butterflies
Gets me all messed up inside
Got me feelin’ like a kid again
Woah I’m even runnin’ round tellin’ all my friends
Now every day has a reason
And every night is the real thing woah
*Chorus*
Girl you make it feel, like the first time
Like there’s never been another
Girl you make it real, like the first time
Everytime you lay down by my side, woah-woah
It’s the first time
Every moment spent with you
Somethin’ different, always somethin’ new
I watch you sleepin’, I hear you sigh
Oh I even love the way you cry
Now every kiss is a season
And every touch keeps me believin’ woah
Girl you make it feel, like the first time
Like there’s never been another
Girl you make it real, like the first time
Everytime you lay down by my side, woah-woah
It’s the first time
It’s the last time
You’ll be alone, I’m there for you
I’ll walk this earth, I’ll see this through
I need you here to write this song
You make me feel like I belong
And everytime you lay down by my side
It’s the first time
*Music*
Mmm
Woah yeah yeah yeah, woah yeah
Mmm
Now every day has a reason
And every night is the real thing, woah-oh-oh woah
Girl you make it feel, like the first time
Like there’s never been another
Girl you make it real, like the first time
Everytime you lay down by my side, woah-woah
It’s the first time
It’s the first time

teddy go dl e song... love u lots muacks...