argh!

13/5/05:
sigh failed my driving test... hate e stupid tester... he insisted i beat the orange light... damn wat lor... then he not happy i quarrel wif him... argh! i quarrel twice about another thing oso... shit him... dun let me see him again... hahaha den i cried at the driving centre... damn funny... i dunno if got pple cry when fail driving test... then i dun reali care coz i always cry ma... but my mum like so paiseh say i big girl liao oso cry... say not everything can be perfect blah blah... haha...

in e evening went eastpoint dance... then when i came down from popular... i saw this guy in brown shirt taking photos... at first i tot he was just taking photos of linedancers... but i always dun like being taken photo of ... so i always siam...

aft tat i realise hor... he keep smiling at me... and like always try come near... n try take photo of me... coz when i sitting down... he'll be squatting down to take photo... haha but everytime b4 he's going to press... i'll suddenly stand up... then if i stand up he wan take... i faster turn around...

wah... n i kept avoiding him n he kept following... is like i from one end move to e other end he oso follow sia!! n kept smiling... =/ aft tat pearlyn came at 9 or 9+lidat... then told her bout him... n she kinda "protect" me from him... n we tried walking somewhere else... n its like so so so obvious... like 2 seconds later he'll be there... freak me out sia... how can pple walk so fast de... summore i was wearing black... i tot it was quite hard to see... then he stayed till 10.30,10.40 i tink... and he waved goodbye... hello?! and then he sat at the mrt station there...

wah piang... reali too free... aft tat told teddy bout it... but i tink e guy left liao... i didnt tell teddy earlier becoz i noe teddy sure get pple to beat him up one......


14/5/05:
went to piano sch to teach.. then min sheng last minute forgot bout her lesson... so had to change to 4pm... at first i was thinking whether to take not... but i tot teddy wun meet me.... so i just ake... coz if not i've to replace another day oso the same thing... but jus when i went outside to tell say i can take... teddy sms me say can meet me!!!

wa!!!!!! i almost wan cry sia!!!! but nvm... nx sat confirm can meet teddy =)
so aft i finish wif you jin... i rush down to studio... latin jazz is fun... how i wish teddy can pei me learn... haha but he die oso wun one.... and anyway e instructor is quite gay oso.... dance nice la... but quite gay... n aft lesson had to find that damn 10 busstop... then pass by so many lao ah pek... argh!!! tat's y i always always hate being alone... i always need company everywhere i go... coz i cant stand guys or men who look at me...

aft felicia's lesson... parents picked me up from katong mall... then we went home... n aft tat went eastpoint dance again... wa damn damn pathetic so so so few pple!!! then me&mum hide at e back... haha we always like to hide... coz feel damn paiseh sia... so bright and so few pple... tink more ppl watching than ppl dancing...

aft tat i was standing inside eastpoint near giordano blowing aircon... then i saw tat same guy yesterday! but he kept looking at e dancefloor... he walk past me without even seeing me... wa heng sia!!! so i just hide inside... then aft tat i saw him looking around dancefloor den shaking his head... heng... aft tat he went very very close to my chair n stuff... i tot he recognise my bag... heng is not sia... aft tat he left... heng....

but i tink bout late... 7plus 8 liddat... got another grp of 3 guys keep staring at me... one chi, one indian and one dunno wat... wah piang!!! then lynette helped me to keep a lookout... n she say the chi use hp take photo of me... but i never even face them... so i dunno they take wat oso... then i try to hide... go play chess with tat small boy... then!!! i look up... they were standing opposite facing me... but a distance away la... wth rite!! wa siao... then they only bout 10 plus then leave... sian ah sian....

and to make things even more interesting... at bout 9plus tat yesterday that guy came back again! but now with another female n guy fren....

i got so nice to see meh!!! can see for hrs... i ask wx wait for me at dance 5 min only he oso will grumble sia... i was stinky, sweaty, hair in a mess, no makeup.... see wat see? take wat take?
as i always say... those who always try aa never gets attention... those who always try to hide away does... so teddy dun try to aa at dance k? believe in ur own ability pple will look at u liao...

but i dun wan attention!!!! argh freaking guys go away..... i only wan teddy's attention =)
haha n teddy say if they dare do anything to me they sure die... haha teddy ah so protective... but i like =p