sigh...

yesterday went to nus for briefing with huixuan... sharon sleeping so she didnt go... damn lame lor i travel 1hr plus the briefing only 5 minutes nia...

aft tat met ted at buona vista... its reali nice to see him after such a long time... he was wearing white long sleeve... looked reali good... or maybe because i miss him too much... so we just talked and we went changi airport take train and back... reali felt good to be with him... haha maybe its good to not see each other for a long time... if not take each other for granted...

then now just put down the phone talking with him... dad today hospitalised... so i gotta go hospital later... i just wanted to tell him... n i called him for about 1/2 hr b4 he pick up... he an1 wei4 also never an1 wei4... he at jun qing's place playing computer... with his sister also... damn fun right... just pang sei me.... i hate it that i always call him and he always playing computer or going to fall asleep... GOT ONE TIME HE TALK TO ME WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING ELSE AT ALL NOT?!

then i say i dun wan talk to him liao he pissed off lor... say i a bit only angry... hey... u want try i do this to you for 2 yrs and 16 days ok? i everyday also call you lor... then u see u can even tahan 16 days?

luckily nx week i going camp 5 days 4 nights... i'll have friends to pei me stay up... and i dun have to get upset almost every day...

i'm ok

i'm ok... great in fact... i sms him bout 7-8 sms today... call him 5-6 times? no reply never pick up... and he still go play with his nephew dun come ep... and i just sms him ask whether he received the msgs this morning? he never reply... i call... and he just say sorry la...

anyway i had a great time at eastpoint... tat brown shirt guy appeared and smiled at me... one of the 3 guys who took photo of me followed me home... its good to have other guys who appreciate me! right?!

anyway i'm very sure he wun read this oso... coz he totally forgot about this...

2 years...

teddy... today is such a special day... exactly 2 years ago this very day... i agreed to be with u... haha aft 2 yrs of tears, smiles, hugs, kisses, ups and downs... im so glad that i still have u by me... really love u so much... n thanks so much for every little thing u've done... it means so much... haha but u also got irritating points la... must work hard on it wor! eg... study harder... play less com... less piggy =p hahahaha...

these 2 wks quite sad becoz i didnt get into medicine... but teddy has been with me along the way... and it definitely makes things so much better... haha and we've a very good plan which is to go to australia n study uni together... maybe we'll just settle down there oso... haha... =) teddy i want go melbourne hor!! muacks muacks... study hard n we must start saving k!

haha n yesterday watched ms universe twice... i just like to look at pretty things... some of the women are reali so beautiful i really go "wow"... they're puerto rico, latvia, venezuela, dominican republic, mexico, switzerland... so sweet... so beautiful... haha... but i not les la... haha my mum oso watched together with me twice... wahaha...